#1This process is like a roller coaster. Everyone says that, and I get it; but I'm actually living it right now, and it's more than the "emotional rollercoaster" that I keep hearing about. There's:
- waiting in line for hours and hours and hours - when it was just an idea and I wasn't sure if it was actually going to happen or not
- climbing the hill, clicking along on the rails trying to reach the top, getting more and more nervous the closer I get to the drop - *click* omg there's so much to do *click* I have no idea what I'm even doing *click* I can't even *click* what if something horrible happens? *click* can I get this done in time?? *click* where am I going to get the money for ____? *click*
- reaching the top of the track where you pause for a second and can see for miles - wow, this is really happening! and it's going to be great! just look at it all, isn't it grand? :D
- the descent - HOLY FUCK SLOW DOWN AAAAAAAAAAAAGH!!!!!
#2Deferred maintenance is nobody's friend. Don't ever do this to yourself again, me. To be fair to myself, there have been lots of things I should have/could have done to my house years ago but couldn't because I couldn't afford to. But there are SO many things that I'm killing myself trying to get fixed or completed all at once, as fast as I can, so that I can list/show the house that would have been (1) free and (2) easy/fast to do if I had done them years ago instead of doing the fun stuff first and putting off the tedious stuff I didn't feel like doing at the time.
Complete your projects. Don't half-ass things and make more work for yourself (myself) later! Always use your whole ass.
So anyway,This weekend was awesome. And by "awesome" I mean that I worked myself to the bone on 3 hours of sleep and pretty much feel like I've been run over by a truck. But I got stuff done! I cleaned up the backyard and disassembled old garden beds, pruned trees, packed, filled nail holes in walls, installed a new garage door (with the help of a friend, and OMG I am SO thankful he was around! That was HARD!), cleaned and reorganized and packed half the garage.
And there's still SO much to do! ACK!